That is what I am doing right now.
A bit like JUST putting one foot in front of the other.
Feeling very lost.
Feeling scorched inside and raw.
Right now, configuration of my life has changed and I do not clearly see the way forward and the one person I have bounced everything off ( even the NOT nice things) is no longer here – with me.
For me.
So Iam lost, in the dark.
Boy, I’ve been there before. HOpe it all works its way so there is LIGHT!
There are others who also give great advice Maggs. We reach out across the globe and do the best we can.
I have come to the conclusion that we are one big family from Jayess and operate as a psychiatric counseling group for each other.
We all have issues. Put ‘em on the front lawn under the sunlight so we can take a good look and we will help you in some small way.
Love,
Bobby
Maggs – In an uncharacteristic act of generosity, I place my wise counsel at your disposal. You can look for no more sagacious guru!
On a slightly more serious note – I hope they return for you
mikey (Ugh!!)
I ache with you. I’ve just no words.
With me. Thank you Shannon. This ache is a very real physical thin g. it steals the breath before i breath it, it catches as a very physical twinge where my hearty should be. It literally hurts. Mikey..( I agree with the urh..but I am touched by your generosity of guru…) Bobby, Tony left. Now I feel – less. Storm, I am just very shaky but very determinedly breaking life into one breath units and pushing through them. Maggs
My thoughts are with you Maggs.
Sending more hugs your way, Maggie. I hope the days speed up a little, until you’re feeling a bit better.
I am okay. I am. And if I keep saying it often enough, and long enough I will act as if I am. Maggs
I just heard. There are no words…..
Maggs i’m so, so sorry.
Especially as you seemed so happy only a few weeks ago.
Yes you’ve lost someone very close but you’ve still got your kids, health and job. Oh and you’ve got us lot as well!
One day and step at a time just remember we’re here for you.
Thank you Fin – you are right. There are no words -just shock. I have a constant little voice quietly running in the background of each moment reassuring myself. A positive tape. Counting my blessing Chaz as you so aptly deduce. I am doing this slowly. I WILL be okay. But the physical pain of it stuns me. Welcome back, Chaz.
Maggs, I’m very very sorry. You know where to find me if you want to chat.
Thanks Abe. I’ll muddle through this day. And the next. And so on.
I am out of the loop. This post and Bobby made me see this. I miss my family. I am going to start to come more often. I am assuming big changes are happening…sigh….idk if they are good ones or not. I need to hear your voice…*hugs*
You know I love you….we all do. You are loved Miss Maggie…
Thank you T. I love you too.
Why do we do the things we do? Say the things we say? Does it matter?
When you look in the mirror what do your eyes say to you?
I too am lost…I am miles from home. I left her and now she wants me back. I supose I will go…For no other reason than she wants me,
In the end I think that’s enough. I think if someone loves you then just maybe you’re not really lost.
I thought I wanted a new life. To reconfigure my life. Somtimes we fail to see what’s right in front of us.
Just remember without the darkness there can be no light.
Steve Zellers