death – a thousand cuts
layering opening life
blood seeps with my tears
self placed, not first – last
another lifted high up
towards their satiety
small voice cries sometimes
what about me? please me too
dying by inches waiting.
Archive for the ‘Him’ Category
Hope deferred
Posted in Him, Love, Poetry on March 23, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
First weekend.
Posted in Him, Life on March 7, 2009 | 8 Comments »
I walked for an hour, or so that stretched to two.
I had the first civil conversation in a week with Tony.
I cried myself until I slept exhausted.
So far
Posted in Him, Life on March 6, 2009 | 8 Comments »
I have made it, thus far.
Left
Posted in Him, Poetry on March 4, 2009 | 6 Comments »
YOU left me
YOU left
YOU
YOU I
YOU I miss
Breathe, just breathe
Posted in Him on March 2, 2009 | 16 Comments »
That is what I am doing right now.
A bit like JUST putting one foot in front of the other.
Feeling very lost.
Feeling scorched inside and raw.
Right now, configuration of my life has changed and I do not clearly see the way forward and the one person I have bounced everything off ( even the NOT nice [...]
The Day After
Posted in Children, Friends, Him, Life, Love on February 15, 2009 | 9 Comments »
Valentines Day came and went and for once Tony and I had absolutely NOTHING scheduled; no work, no carting anyone around, noone at all to consider except each other.
We lay around in bed until almost 4pm and then we retired to the lounges which we pulled together and lay alongside each other. Breakfast was consumed [...]
