Today at work during an assessment, my boss told me he scored me exceptionally high on change management and working ahead and through in an atmosphere of change. He added as an aside …”After all you have been doing it so well for a year!” If only my boss realised the full extent of my swimming in change.
It has been my experience that when life takes something or someone away from me, it clears the way for something more wonderful. Letting go does not come easily to me. I suppose I needed practise. Hurt and disappointment has been the very air I breathed in, and exhaled for some time now. It tore through whatever I had left in me and made me look back over the last 8 years, and finally and totally let go.
He is not the man I believed him to be.
The clarity of vision ripped back the veil and now I see clearly who my friends were and who they are not. I can see each betrayal and choice. People’s choices.
And now I can breathe again.
Now I turn away. Totally.
Today I choose to give myself the best life possible – moving forward.
I open myself to life.