Today has been one of those days; no energy, blah-ness to the extreme. I have thoughts but there is, at least today, a disconnect between thought and action.
I am not well, having some sort of stomach parasite. The medication is literal poison and I am convinced operates on the premise that it almost kills you but the tummy bugs die just a little first. I am a tad green/grey in mien.
I have mental exhortations, and the other part of me quietly agrees but does not act. I have seen a doctor. I have the results of a stool test. I actually have and have begun taking the medication, and I have spent an afternoon drifting in and out of sleep – just lacking…just blah!!!
To keep things in perspective, across the Tasman Sea there are those who have lost unexpectedly in an instant someone important to them and have been left with only the clothes on their back and whatever is left of their hope. So measuring mine against theirs – well I am okay. And I shouldn’t complain at all. I am not complaining. Just stating.
“Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.” ~ Albert Einstein