As you can tell my thoughts have turned to my annual audit. I look back over the recent year, mentally gauge how far I have come and see what has changed within and without me and I begin to look ahead.
It doesn’t matter if I am a pessimist or an optimist. It does matter that I put away the old and what is past, and look forward. My resolutions and goals and indeed my yearnings have changed dramatically. Especially over the past two years. I have a sense of rightness and peace within myself that I have never known the like of. And I am grateful. I know what matters ( soul deep) to me, and who matters. I value every moment and the small things.
There is no drive in me to go out and seek completeness in someone else’s eyes. I am content within my own skin. And content to continue to grow into the best me I am able to be. That does not mean I do not have goals. I do. Every day I will tenaciously do something towards those goals. This year, for once, those goals include me.